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omg i took the AP....
and i walked 5 million miles just to go to a weirdly decorated italian restaurant to be served by a waiter with friar hair.....and get fat off of reeses. hopefully philly wont die out. dallas didnt!
as for adam scott, hes still alive and sexy. ahhh burberry golf clothes
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do you see the logo? i do
current song:
Drive There Now- The Almost
ahhhhh i am so tired. dead tired. and i have my AP exam tomorrow...and ill get like 1/2 point for it because they will say "you know nothing about world history but you did put in effort...or at least you showed up. 1/2 point. sorry, but thats not even close to getting college credit" and my history teacher would see the score, become very disappointing, and then realizing that i fucked up her class too and think 'well, that doesnt really surprise me'. ah god damn. i think i want to stab myself with a fork like the poor blind soldier did in ALL QUIET ON THE WESTERN FRONT. well, my life is probably not as sad as his...but pretty damn close.
well to explain why im in this pissy mood: for one, my AP exam is tomorrow (if you didnt realize that from reading already) and you're probably thinking "shouldnt she be studying if shes that fucked?". well, my teacher did tell the class that we should not study for more than an hour today because we'd just stress ourselves out and that people who crammed before the exam did no better than those that relaxed the night before. then she actually said that we shouldnt study at all. and then she took that back and said "well if you haven't been studying for more than 2 weeks, then maybe you should" and i wasnt watching, but she probably swept her eyes across the room before she said this and she probably stopped at me and probably thought "oh no...i better take that back". not that studying now is going to help. ive been trying. im so helpless. i really i am. im such a horrible, helpless, pathetic, pitiful, dreadful student, the worst that has ever walked the earth. im seriously thinking that with how my school is going, i might as well not even think about college. i mean, no college will take me like this. not even NOVA. they'll think i have no potential and say "your not even good enough for community college". i'll just try to get through graduation, and hopefully not become pregnant and tied down to this hopeless town and become even more pathetic, like my deaf, almost blind cat.
sorry if anyone is seriously reading this at all. im sorry that you have to hear about my pathetic life. im really sorry. im almost sorry for myself. how bad is that. i made myself this way....
dont worry, im not depressed. im too horrible to be depressed. i dont feel bad enough about my future to make something of myself at the moment. but really, dont call the suicide hotline, im not even close to the edge of the roof.
on to a better note. my golf love adam scott is still golfing, being wonderful with his rolex watch/golf ads, funky hat hair, and burberry polos and argyle sweaters and such that i just adore. at least hes still surfing in australia and blogging on a website devoted to (and perhaps created by) him, posting wonderful pictures and videos, making sure only high class people in possession of an email address can look at his website....and he calls the private stuff 'the clubhouse'. and he has his own logo. hes just great in many ways
here he is!
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modeling perhaps. oh god, why is everything he does so great?
thank you and goodnight
current song:
A Message- Coldplay
omg they're playing at verizon center soon! i need to see. they arent the greatest but im in the mood for some coldplay at a huge venue!
i have nothing to say. borrringg. except....!AP exam on thursday!
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hahaha this is sergei fedorov's younger brother. yea, G-Unittt
current song:
Doesn't Remind Me- Audioslave
its late, im tired.
i might watch the hills if i don't fall asleep before it comes on! oh, and i think im going to the uva/maryland (lacrosse) game in annapolis on saturday. fun fun
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this is my other golf love. sergio garcia. his spanish self looks really good in all black. :]
current song:
M79- Vampire Weekend
game today!
i've been watching a lot of college men's lacrosse the last 2 days. ah wow so much. i saw maryland win, navy win, and duke win. i was supposed to go to the women's georgetown vs. duke today but my dad thought it was going to rain (which it did) and my mom was being pissy about it being mothers day and she didnt want to go. so i watched some more lacrosse today. i saw hopkins win. and then ive been watching golf on nbc or whatever. its not over yet
i have a new thing for golf. haha yea. i started watching it like 2 weeks ago and now i like watching it. and we're playing it in gym class (haha) and we're going to this golf course on tuesday. and my aunt was telling my mom how 1500 womens golf scholarships go unused each year and so she was like "you should start playing golf instead of fieldhockey" and i was like "im already going to fieldhockey camp this summer...i cant just quit it so i can play golf" (which im not really good at).
so my pictures today will be my new golf man!
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mmm adam scott. hes kinda sexy, except for after he has hat hair at the end of playing....
current song:
Believe- The Bravery
woo. finally, a game i actually want to watch tonight. ill probably fall asleep watching it though...not because they're boring, but because im extremely tired. its only 4:19 and im already yawning so much and i feel like its 10:00. could be the gloomy weather doing this to me. theres nothing nice to do outside
PICTURE OF THE DAY:
this is the same man as yesterday but i just found this picture today and i was just like OK!
hes probably the most attractive nhler i can think of...but then, i dont really know a wide range of them. how pathetic
i might go golfing tomorrow with some peeps! or ice skating or something. right now, i think im about to drive to borders to buy some history flashcards for my AP studying that hasnt been going too well so far...
game!
current song:
Hummingbird- Born Ruffians
Thanks for the update Bobbi Ho. Now scamper away. We don't like you here
haha i just read this on a forum. greatttt
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is there anything to say??
finals tonight (in the west....)
current song:
Campus- Vampire Weekend
do you see the logo? i do
